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SashikuChan

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Hey! There probably aren't many of you around anymore but... I just wanted to say that life is going pretty well and I have no complaints. I feel like I did a lot of complaining back then. I moved away 2 years ago from a rough situation and I have changed SO much. I can't even recognize the old me anymore. I'm more positive and more responsible, and I just wanted to say thank you to those of you who have always stuck around. You deserve all the love in the world.


Anyway, I just wanted to post a little something positive and also say thanks. <3

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I'm back!

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So, for a while now I've been so into gaming that I barely drew anything. Well, NO MORE! I have decided to quit and am doing my best to stop. I have also found a cool page on reddit called *Daily Sketch* and have already posted there for two days. I intend on posting art a lot more often now and I even made an art blog on my website. sashikuchan.wix.com/sashiku#!b…

I can't say I won't go back to games unintentionally a couple of times, but I honestly think I have a shot at quitting for good.

Check out my Daily Journal where I talk about my struggles with quitting games.

forum.gamequitters.com/topic/1…

I <3 you guys. I'm so sorry for being away for so long! I intend to get involved again.
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I feel bad.

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I posted something about *hating artists that draw sexual stuff* and I feel bad about it because nobody else feels that way. Am I truly an alien? Sigh... Sometimes I wish I lived on a planet solely made up of up children so I could fit in.

Me: I'm 35!
Society: No you're not! You're a weirdo old lady who looks and acts like an alien kid!

I feel like I'm SUPPOSED to like that kind of stuff, like its just part of being an adult. But I don't and I never will.
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Emetophobia

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I have emetophobia. The fear of vomit. My mom has been sick lately and I have dealt with it a few times recently. But I was able to psyche myself up for it. Being woken up and told that you need to take care of things like that just... I wasn't prepared, so I had a really bad anxiety attack. My family thinks I'm really stupid but the fear literally cripples me. My entire body started shaking, then My muscles started contracting in my legs. I did the task but upon finishing it I retreated immediately and hid.

If the stuff is contained, I can deal with it better. But if its not contained... Please find somebody else.

I feel SO bad! I want to be helpful but I literally cannot get over this fear. I've come pretty far to even help people who are sick dispose of the stuff, but before now I wouldn't help at all. I would just hide and refuse to get involved.

I would rather have to do brain surgery than this. Blood = no problem.
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Hey

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Ok so... Not sure if any of you guys know but I've never had a name for why I have bad vision. None of my doctors had an actual NAME for why I have the problems I do.

I was curious and did a quick google search for *underdeveloped optic nerve* and BAM. I found Optic Nerve Hypoplasia.

I read up on it some just to see what it was, not really thinking I would be able to find the answer so easily.

I read and read and read. nystagmus, lack of pituitary function, hormone deficiencies, growth hormone deficiency, slower aging, vision problems, ADD, Aspergers/autism, lack of need for sleep, texture problems, and developmental issues.

I started crying because I wanted to know this stuff when I was 18, not 35.

This explains everything including my immaturity during high school.

This post isn't a *give me pity* post. I'm simply posting it to get it off my chest and maybe educate others so if they see something like this they'll know the right questions to ask their doctor.

If anything, I just want to live life and have fun doing so.

It feels good to know. It hurts a little too, but I can handle it.

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